In the midst of chaos and crisis, Marcel Proust’s words resonate deeply, “The real voyage of discovery consists not in seeking new landscapes, but in having new eyes” It is in these moments of upheaval that we have the opportunity to see the world with a fresh perspective and embrace the possibilities of change and growth.
For me, recovering from a traumatic stroke and brain tumor became a transformative experience. As my life suddenly shifted and faced a major upheaval- I found myself confined, isolated and frankly terrified. I made a decision to face the challenge with courage and open myself to the guidance and support of others. A noble opportunity presented itself to me-one where I could embark on a profound soul search, where I could cleanse my mind, body, and soul from deeply entrenched blockages.
In the grueling and magical process, I confronted buried fears, negative beliefs, and self-doubt that limited my perception of self and my potential. I took responsibility for examining my conscience and delving into the root causes of what had happened – how had I reached the place where I found myself. Through this inner exploration, I discovered newfound freedom, experienced life-changing growth, and fully embraced the vast changes that unfolded before me. Despite the pain and challenges, I counted my blessings and found gratitude in every moment.
This journey of discovery continues to be an extraordinary adventure, as I now recognise the countless treasures we receive in every moment of our lives. This intentional journey has touched the core of my being, allowing me to truly feel, see, touch, taste, and embrace every experience. I learned to attune myself to the cosmic energy, finding harmony within, and becoming a peaceful presence in the world.
Embracing our authentic selves and living in alignment with our truth brings us profound rewards. Mark Nepo wisdom from The Book of Awakening quote resonates deeply, as it reminds us to say “yes” when we mean yes and “no” when we mean no. By doing so, we shed limiting patterns and the silent saboteurs that hinder our path to greatness.
Throughout this transformative journey, I am grateful for the various tools and techniques I have encountered along the way, which I consider to be sacred encounters. They have granted me the freedom to explore the depths of my heart’s desires and weave a new vision for my life.
Equipped and willing to inspire others and restore hope, I have become a delightful Participant in the wondrous and magical co-creative dance of manifestation.
With a commitment to healing and transformation, I am dedicated to contributing to my own growth as well as the growth of those I encounter along the magical unfolding of life. This journey has allowed me to discover and accept who I truly am, bringing my inner desires into harmony. Leading from the heart has empowered me to embrace myself just as I am creating a profound sense of peace within.
Each day, I endeavor to live freely in the present moment, letting go of the past and releasing the concerns of tomorrow. I count my blessings in every precious moment and strive to live authentically, navigating the ups and downs of life with grace. Being fully present in this life empowers us to become what we aspire to be.
Guided by the 12 Pillars, which encapsulate the lessons I learned on my journey, I embark on each day with clear intention. Through moments of silence, acts of service, and allowing the music of my heart to fill the world with joy, I find balance. I surrender to what I can not change, open my heart in prayer for healing, grace, and gratitude, and breathe new life with a sense of appreciation. Through meditation, I calm my soul and tap into inner peace. Creativity fuels the pulse and energy of my dreams while honoring my health allows me to care for my body and listen to its needs. As a mother, wife, teacher, and lifelong student, I embrace extraordinary presence, unconditional love, and continuous growth. Taking breaks to appreciate life’s beauty and dancing in rhythm with my soul, I find moments of respite. Above all, I strive to love myself and others to the best of my ability.
As I let blessings come to life and create a legacy, I am reminded that leaders leave landmarks of honor and historical legacies that serve as foundations for future generations. It is through our willingness to embrace chaos as an opportunity for change that we contribute to a better world, leaving behind a legacy of growth, inspiration, and transformation.
Awakening the warrior within.
It was always my belief that adventures were meant only for pirates and warriors- men clad in mantles of heavy brass and iron – yielding swords and spears and swathed. In war paint – Seared and scorched by the sun’s rays, blood-soaked armor, holding onto life by a thread… Till my own encounter with an opportunity to change- I walked through a door id never imagined myself ever entering – with trepidation, fear, and a myriad of voices opposing me – The warrior within introduced herself to me: the door labeled “change”- leading to universes that had been waiting for my arrival foe eons…a single step toward the knowable unknown unleashed a cosmic plan, so near perfect only source could’ve conspired it for me.
This adventure harkens towards me daily: here I make new choices, hear new songs, and melodies and dances to a beat that is distinctly mine – yes, I am a soldier, a warrior, a heroine who has trekked over fields of burning coal and tiptoed through corridors of disappointment – but, I emerge daily, slaying thoughts that attempt to hinder my radiance, I meet my fears with valor and a new compassion, I ride the waves and grasp the storms of existence in the palm of my hands. You see, I comprehend it now. Adventures are my playground-wherever cease go fear the unknown and beckon in new horizons. Terror is a mere mirage seeking my attention – I lead and follow the way I ought to- knowing that I am indeed made of the same substance of warriors, pirates, soldiers, and butterflies.